What have you learned so far?

In my case speaking is really difficult. Because when I speak English I feel shame and I dont have any courage to speak something. Even though i want to speak something but i dont say anything. Because i want to be perfect speak but i am not perfect so i couldnt speak. I know my problems, so this semester my goal is dont be shy and make an opportunity to speak english such as attend ward activity or make american friend. it will be hard to me but i will try little by little.